Flying Planes

Its finally Friday. A sigh of relief as I left the classroom today. Didn't do much progress for my major project and was worried what Jacob might think. But it seems like he doesn't care that much. Maybe cos he is a pat time lecturer, it doesn't concern him of our progression till maybe the last minute.
Sometimes, I feel like asking him to scold me. Ok I know I said I was a sadist, but not I was not desperate for a scolding. Cos I find no motivation and his making it worse without trying to motivate us... Then again, I think motivation is something you need to have in you. BUT I have hardly any... I'm going into depression and its only the 7th day after the New Year.

After class and lunch, went to Changi Airport to try to get some work done. When I reached there, I tried looking for the viewing deck. But with everything under construction, I headed towards Coffee Beans & Tea Leaf (TM).

But of all things, my laptop got power only for 1 1/2 hrs. And to think that the sales girl selling the laptop told me it lasted for 5hrs. What bullshit! With that I had to use the remaining power wisely. But with my unmotivated spirit, work progression was snail paced. Sad sad me...

And to think the airport was quiet at that time, but NOOOOO! It was not very crowded but the people in Coffee Beans & Tea Leaf (TM) was quite a sum, and enough to drive me mad. 2 full tables at the side all talking away in loud voices...
One word... IRRITATING.

And can you imagine having people from both sides staring over your shoulder to see what you're doing? True, as a design student, we use the weirdest types of software that normal people uses, but that does not give reason to keep staring.

After staying at the airport for 1 1/2 hrs, went back home bloody tired and dragging myself up to the lift.

Went to see our family's chinese doctor that just came back from China (he's studying his doctorine in chinese physician). Said that I lack sleep and my heart condition is getting worse. Seems like now even breathing is a problem. So he's advicing more sleep. But how could anyone get any sleep now? Too much things to worry but so little time to worry for all.

Well life goes on... Life is just another sad broken record... DON'T CRY FOR ME ARGENTINA...